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“If you could go back and change it, would you?”

“No. Not even one thing. It all lead me here, standing in front of you.”

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Why.

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If wed only stayed together, I might not have fallen apart

But the words you said destroyed my planet

Its all my fucking fault

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I keep having the same nightmares. You come home, tell me to come over, you need me. I walk in, You face down on the bed. I walk in, give you a sternum rub, splash water, cry, scream in your face…nothing works. I feel your pulse. Nothing. Or a year from now, you say you’re better, were together for a while, then end up in the same tangled mess. How could we get this way? How could you do this? My head spins in circles trying to disect it. How could someone who is nearly perfect be so tangled at the same time? You’re everything I ever wanted, a perfect fit. Im trying to work out that even someone who fits the mold perfectly, doesn’t fit with this imperfection. This disease. But I have it too. Im drowning too. Id give anything to work this out. Anything at all.

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Leo May 30 2012 Has a state of nervousness and worry taken over your mind, Leo? Do you feel an impending sense of doom? Worry not, dear lion, for everything in your kingdom is just fine. Your heightened state of anxiety is probably due to a crazy cosmic atmosphere that is now affecting your sign more than any other. So what can you do to ease the tension? You know the list: you can try meditation, visualization, relaxation tapes, self-hypnosis. Better yet, choose any one of the above and add a good, long walk into the mix. By tomorrow, you should begin to feel much, much better.

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Im at a loss for words. I can’t carry on like this.

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